Shades of Tina

It's scary, I know I'm posting at this thing. Thanksgiving Day morning and I'm sitting here updating my blog...Although not much going here, Ray is putting the turkey in the crock pot, and is about to curl up with me and catch the parade. Giving thanks...never understood the concept, until now...many things to be thankful for this year....Especially being thankful for having a wonderful man in my life.....it may sound like a broken record to all of you, but it's one I will keep singing until I can't sing anymore :-)....I'm thankful for family Momma, Grandma, Tashi...Thankful for friends Brandon and Tiffani, being true to their nature and say what's on their mind right then and there. But of course they speak their mind, they are from Detroit! Not Southwestern Ohio, where people around here don't usually.....Thankful for 2 new jobs. My monkey suit/daytime job and my newly acquired Part-Time Job @ Sports Plus that I started last night...Holiday money is definately coming in for sure now :-)......In total I am thankful for an awesome year filled with ups and downs...The ups all started on January 1, 2006


Happy Thanksgiving!!!

Right now, I am just so frustrated.....I just had a big fight with Ray and since I haven't vented on her in a while, might as well lol....It's just stupid...We had this big fight, how about I don't call him enough.....I have a job, I have bills to pay, is it sooo wrong for me to not call him everyday.....ugh!! What am I supposed to do..."Yes, we love to advertise your business on the air, but could hold on about for about an hour, I must call my boyfriend, to tell him how I'm doing or he will get worried." I take extra shifts so what!! I would think he would understand what it's like to have a demanding job, because he's practically glued to his pager...And you don't see me putting up a shit fit about it....Okay all venting aside...I do love him with all my heart, but this is just something we need to get through....anyways...I'm all vented out lats hehe

I don't know what to say....It feels good that's all that can be said...Glowing has its high points :)....."Nobody has ever made me feel this way, I'm gonna stickwitu...." LOL I must quote PCD, because that's how I feel :)

Your Spicy Score: Medium

You are hot enough to make a lasting impression, but you strike a balance. You know when you're being too fiery, and you also know when to bump up the temperature. Naughty and clever. Sexy yet down to earth. You know how to work both sides of your personality. Men find you hot yet approachable - the perfect combination!

Insomnia.......hmmmm I had a song for that word, just can't think of it right now.....I'm just like on this very very good high now :) (not that kind of high) I can't describe it....I'm smiling from the inside out....it's just like wow..... Hung out with Robbie today...awesome awesome awesome...shopping, watching horrible indie flicks, and TGI Friday's is always good for a saturday :)He's an amazing kisser lol just thought I would get that out there lol....Im really diggin this positive vibe....keeping busy and not worried about impressing people.... :)I am soooo going see how long this lasts........In a couple hours have to get ready for the game (Who-Dey!!) My prediction either Steelers by 10 or Bengals by 3, that's my story I'm sticking to it :).....AGAIN!! I saw Rent....I'm a geek know lol it's great, getting to sing along and everything lol "And if you give a dammmmmnnnn, take me or leave me......" You can't hep but sing along to it....Tashi's been egging me to come to a wrestling show....I'm thinking alongs the lines of going to ROH on the 27th, haven't decided yet....hell Christopher Daniels vs. Samoa Joe is more than worth the admission in going...so I'm really thinking on the verge of going.....I'm twisting Tashi's arm in going, she's afraid, because of the chaos that goes on outside during their shows lol Like she can't handle it lol It's not that I'm not a fan anymore, I just don't have the time to catch any shows anymore...is that sooo bad?? Well anyways, can't figure out anything else to write about....Got work for the week, going out to dinner with Robbie on Tuesday, then going out with Christie, Lily, Robbie and Doug on Friday :)Should be a grraaaaanddd time...well gotta go

Lats Freaky Beings


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So....I'm not as stressed out as I was last entry...I went to Chelsea's today, and we went to the gym...it was great, got to spar a lil and hit the punching bag, quite a few times....so I'm good for now...It's scary who I have a date (And you did hear me correctly)tomorrow night with....Aaron!! Yep, I'm going out with Aaron...it's more of an informal thing....going to see a movie and going karaoking lol...I haven't done that in ages.....Weird, huh? He seems to pick up when I've had enough, and really need a break lol...And nothing is more releasing that a karaoke stage lol I also got a chance to talk to Tashi....she's been a shoulder to cry on for me......I don't know what I would do without her :)It's weird for me, I refuse to cry....In my mind, I feel if I cry, I'm the weak one, and I have to be the strong ones for my younger sibs, because that's what the eldest child has to do...You have to be the strong one when for them, when your parents cant....I had to be the strong one, when our mom moved out and left Tashi and I with our grandparents, don't get me wrong, I will be forever grateful to my grandparents, but with my dad not being there for me, then my mom leaving....It left a hole.....my mom and I are sort of on our way back, to trusting each other....we haven't been close since she left, and that was when I was 8, and not coming back until I was 17. Left for school...Then onto the military...and to where we are now, we would have a better relationship, if there weren't certain people to influence her in thinking that her kids don't love her....we do, but you can't let some outside person drive a wedge between you and your blood...Then there is my father....I am only a daughter to him, when A) He needs to get out of the 15,000 he owes in child support, because of me or B) For appearance purpses only (Grandaddy Bill's funeral)....I couldn't cry then either, well one I was in uniform, two I had to be the strong one for my younger sisters on that side of the family....I feel weak if I cry.....the last time, I cried I had to see a shrink and led to a boat load of personal obstacles and issues, thinking will I wake up from this nightmare? ...and I didn't want that to happen again....I don't see myself as uncaring..I just rather not show my grief....Is that so wrong of me?.....I might be on a long vent, but I was taught that you can't have stuff eat away at you.....This has been really building...Anyone who has parents that love them are the lucky ones...myself, I felt I had ones, that didn't....my mom, she does and is trying to make up for it....my dad doesn't even want to think that I exist.....In a strange way I would like to thank him.....because of scum like him....I've learned not to be proverbial doormat :-), okay now I'm babbling and this is sad.....I just feel like most times in my life I have been pre-judge with not even knowing me....Not looking for sympathy or pity, just laying my cards out on the table, and give you a glimpse of what's in my head, and dealing with, not sugar coating it in anyway, don't feel there is a need to....so take it for what you will....Being bored and not bieng able to sleep, makes you reflect lol, and by golly that's what sparked this entry lol.....

Okay enough, negativity....total buzzkill lol Have a happy new year and party your arses off, I know I will...lats :)

Ugh, fuckin' eh......I'm just so frazzed out over work, family.......It's bad when you in order not to spend time with your family, you try to find work to do......So I went to my grandparents.....it was okay, no critizing, which is a first.....my sibs and mom was supposed to come, but their ride (Sperm Donor) had a seizure the previous night and was not in the shape to drive....Transaltion dumbass got drunk the night before and didn't take his medicine.....That's usually how it goes, instead of crying about, I just work off my frustrations and anger about him, I summed up that he's not going to change, no matter how much my mom swears up and down that he has....He's never been there for me before, why should he be there for me now......Well, change of plans on Saturday, not having the binge weekend with Lil instead, going to te NYE party over @ The Exchange in Downtown, I know what your thinking....Yea it's scary, that I'm dealing with people I don't necessary like, but it's work related, and it's all about having a good time :)Now have find a date and an outfit lolI know I can find one, but the other is a toughie lol.....Well must get back to this dismal place I call a job, lats

1)What time are you starting this? 9:25pm
2) Name?: Tina
3) Date of birth? 9-3-1982
4) Sex?: Female
5) Height?: 5'9"
6) Eye color?: Brown
7) Weight?: Somewhere in the region of 200-210
8) Location?: Fairfield, OH
9) School?: Nope, graduated in October
10) Have you ever failed a grade?: No
11) If you have, what grade did you fail?: n/a
12) Do you have crush on someone?: Yes
13) Do you have a bf/gf?: No
14) What are you wearing right now? White blouse and navy blue pinstriped pants
15) would you have sex before marriage?: Already done
16) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: Yes
18) Do you smoke?: No, quit 3 years ago
19) Do you drink?: Yep Yep
20) Are you ghetto?: Only when I need to stomp a mudhole into somebody
21) Are you a preppy?: ummmm, no
22) What are your favorite colors?: Blue, black and silver
3) What is your favorite animal?: Lions
24) Do you have any birthmarks?: Yep
25) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: Yea
26) Who is/are your best friend(s)?: Lily and Kate
28) Who do you talk to most on the phone? Lily and Grandma
29) Have you ever been slapped?: Yep
30) Do you get online a lot?: Yea, mostly work, or just boredom
31) Are you shy or outgoing?: Depends on the vibe of the room
32) Do you shower?: Yes!
33) Do you hate school?: It had its ups and downs
34) Do you have a social life?: Yep, very content
35) How easily do you trust people?: No, not really
36) Have you ever lied to your best friend(s)?: Once
37) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: I will never tell
38) Do you like gymnastics?: Yea, loved it in elementary school
39) Have you ever been out of state?: ummm, yea.....
40) Do you like to travel?: love<33
41) Have you ever been suspended from school?: Yes
42) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: YES!!!!!!!!
43) Are you spoiled?: Nope
44) Are you a brat?: Depends on the day of the week
45) Have you ever been dumped?: Yes
46) What's your favorite drink?: Green Tea
47) Do you like Snapple?: Yes
48) Do you drink a lot of water?: Yes
49) What toothpaste do you use?: Colgate and sometimes Crest
50) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: Yes
51) Do you have a curfew?: I'm 23, what do you think????
52) Who do you look up to?: My great grandma
53) Are you a role model?: I wanna be one for my younger sibs
54) Have you ever been to sixflags?: Yep Yep
55) What name brand do you wear the most?: Gap, Independent
56) What jewelry do you wear?: necklace, earrings
57) What do you have pierced?: Ears, belly button, tongue, and right cartlidge in the ear
58) What do you want pierced?: I'm going for 3rd tongue piercing (j/k)
59) Do you like taking pictures?: Yes
60) Do you like getting your picture taken?: Depends if I am looking cute that day
61) Do you have a tan?: Don't need a tan
62) Do you get annoyed easily?: Nope
63) Have you ever started a rumor?: Nope
64) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: Yes
65) Do you have your own pool?: No, my aparment complex does though
66) Do you have any siblings?: Yes, 6 younger sibs (4 younger sisters and 2 younger brothers)
67) Have you ever been played?: Yea, I've learned my lesson
68) Have you ever played anyone?: Only as retaliation, once
69) Do you get along with your parents?: No, Sperm donor (non existant in my mind) Mother (serious trust issues)
70) How do you vent your anger?: Kickboxing, LiveJournal, singing, yoga, dancing
72) Have you ever been fired from a job?: No
73) Do you even have a job?: Yes :) And loving it soooo much :)
74) Do you daydream a lot?: On occasion
75) Do you have a lot of exes?: Not really
76) Do you run your mouth?: If I know I can back it up
77) What do you want a tattoo of?: The Godsmack symbol on my lower back or right Shoulder
78) What do you have a tattoo of?: None at the moment
79) What are your favorite flowers?: White Rose
80) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: Kind of a mix of Jake Gyllehaal and Paul Walker, but taller
81) Do your exes look alike?: Eh, not really
82) Have you ever been bitched out?: Yea
83) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: This past weekend
84) Are you rude?: Only when the person was rude to me :)
85) When was the last compliment you received?: Today
86) Do you like getting dirty?: Yep, down and dirty is the best
87) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: Innie
88) Are you flexible?: I take yoga, don't I??
89) What is your heritage?: Melting Pot
90) What is your lucky number?: 19
91) What does your hair look like right now?: Short and brown
92) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: Yea
93) Who are the most important people in the world to you?: My younger sibs and my friends
94) Describe your looks?: More less along the lines of Quasimodo
95) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: Don't wanna dye my hair
96) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: I have
97) Would you ever date someone older than you?: I have
98) When was the last time you were drunk?: Last Thursday
99) When was the last time you went on a date?: About 2 weeks ago
100) Would you rather give or receive oral sex?: Both are mutally satisfying lol
101) Have you ever given?: Yes
102) Have you ever received?: Yes
103) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: Yes
104) Do you have one now?: No
105) How many rings until you answer the phone?: 3
106) Have you ever been skinny dipping?: Yes
107) Have you ever been sky diving?: Yes, for my 20th birthday
108) Do you look more like your mother or father?: Paternal Grandmother
109) Do you cry a lot?: No, I refuse to cry
110) Do you ever cry to get your way?: No
111) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: My right hip
112) What phrase do you use most when on the phone? What's up?
113) Are you the romantic type?: Yes
114) Have you ever been chased by cops?: No
115) What do you like most about your body?: My eyes
116) What do you like least about your body?: My tummy
117) Who was the last person you kissed?: Robbie
118) When was the last time you threw up?: It was a few months ago
119) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes? brunettes
120) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: black strappy heels
121) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: No
122) What about cleavage?: Yea, sometimes when I go out clubbing
123) Are your best friends virgins?: No
124) Have you ever fucked someone up?: It's not my fault that she had to have surgery for her nose, she shouldn't have slapped me
125) Have you ever been fucked up?: Got mugged once, does that count?
126) What color are your underwear right now?: baby blue and black
127) What theme does your room have?: Beige, Red, and gold
128) What size shoe do you wear?: 11
129) How are you feeling right now?: A little ragged, but pacing through
130) When was the last time you were at a party?: Last Tuesday
131) Have you ever given a lapdance?: Yes, I have
132) What do you sleep in?: Depends on how I'm feeling
133) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: Yes there has…
134) What is one of your bad qualities?: I have a tendency to procrastinate
135) What is one of your good qualities?: I'm a quick study
136) Would you marry for money?: No
137) What do you drive?: Right now, silver taurus
138) Have you ever given or received roadhead?: No
139) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: Neither one
140) What's does your lj username mean?: My birthstone and I collect angel figurines
142) When was the last time you cried in school?: 3 years ago, when an ex of mine died in battle and my grandfather the following month
143) Do you wear Chucks?: Yea
144) For two million dollars, would you pose for playboy?: Tastefully. If I had the body for it also.
145) What time are you finishing this?: 9:56pm

Scary, very scary.....Did you ever have a random thought, that reminded you of a previous crush you had on a person?? Work did that to me today....Tay and I were going over some photo samples today, and one of the campaigns had this one guy, that soooo reminded me of a guy I used to like....This was like a few years ago....this pic had just fit his style, at the time....put together, but also fierce, agressive looking.....I forgot the reasoning for me having that crush, but his demeanor was definately an instant attraction...almost a primal feeling if you will lol, also made me wonder why I never took the iniative in getting to know him more..."Some dance to remember, some dance to forget..." Kind of the thing that eats away at you, when you are staring at the bottom of your glass that you finished your vodka collins with....oh the many insecurities of one's self within :-) ....Just a passing thought lol....Oy the holidays are approaching, shopping madness takes its toll...Had an event to go to tonight, but skipped it, I've been exhausted with work and big fam issues....not really in getting to either subject....but with stress factors, they both cancel each other out, equally as stressing...Kind of taking time out for me, checking out what I've been missing, catching up with some things. Have trusty people filling me in what I'm missing at my old internship....hmmm need to catch a show one of these days....I swear one of these days I will lol...hmm, just been really hammered....Mental Health Day #129552, coming to a calendar near you...Okay I am soo rambling....I have a point in here, somewhere, just have too much of a headache to remember what it is, so writing, meaningless dribble, to relieve pressure from my head with do the trick until I can come up with my point lol Wootens!! Random quote from an old classmate of mine lol....Wow, but yea, things are pretty hectic with me....yea, I'm on here every now and then, but have other things going on ya know??...eh oh well....My mom called me at work this afternoon... tried to lecture me of spreading myself too thin...acutally her exact words "What are we going to write in your obituary, died of working too much and not spending enough time with her family", some relaxing words huh??, as far as I'm concerned the only family I got is Tashi, Denay and Sean, the rest of them can go to hell... Kind words for the fam huh?? It's how I feel...no back story needed. hell, I got nothing else, so take all Lats!!

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You Were Naughty This Year

You Were 75% Naughty, 25% Nice You may not have been good this year... But you sure had a really good time. And nothing from Santa could top that!

You Are A Margarita Martini

You are a full on partier, with a good deal of sass and spunk. You're always friendly and welcoming - and very tolerant of obnoxious drunks. You should never: Drink and dance. The pictures will be everywhere the next morning! Your ideal party: Is loud, with good music and fun drinking games. Your drinking soulmates: Those with a Dirty Martini personality Your drinking rivals: Those with a Classic Martini personality

[ ] I am shorter than 5’4.
[x] I think I’m ugly, even sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] have/I’ve had braces.
[ ] wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[x] I’ve run away from home.
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I’ve had children.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.

School/Work
[ ] I’m in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I’ve missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I’ve been on the Honour Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I’ve stolen something from my job.
[ ] I’ve been fired.
[x] I’ve skipped school.

Embarrassment
[x] I’ve slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I’ve peed from laughing.
[x] I’ve snorted while laughing.
[x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
[ ] I’ve glued my hand to something.
[x] I’ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x] I’ve had my pants rip in public

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I’ve gotten stitches.
[x] I’ve broken a bone.
[ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed.
[x] I’ve sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[x] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I’ve had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I’ve been on a plane.
[x] I’ve been to Canada.
[x] I’ve been to Mexico.
[ ] I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I’ve been to Japan.
[x] I’ve Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I’ve been to Europe.
[ ] I’ve been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I’ve seen a shooting star.
[ ] I’ve wished on a shooting star.
[x] I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I’ve been to a casino.
[x] I’ve been skydiving.
[x] I’ve been an abuse victim.
[x] I’ve gone skinny dipping.
[x] I’ve played spin the bottle.
[ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I’ve crashed a car.
[x]I’ve been Skiing.
[x] I’ve been in a play.
[x] I’ve met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I’ve played chicken.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
[x] I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[x] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I’ve eaten Sushi.
[x] I’ve been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I’m single
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[x] I’ve had someone cheat on me.
[x] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[x] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of commitment.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I’m in love.
[x] I’ve cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced.
[x] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[x] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[ ] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[x] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I love to flirt.
[x]’ve been kissed in the rain.
[x] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.
[x] I’ve accidentally flashed someone.
[x] I’ve purposefully flashed someone.
[x] I’ve slept all night in a bed with a person of the opposite sex.
[ ] I’ve slept all night in a bed with a person of the same sex.
[x] I’ve bitten someone.
[x] I’ve been bitten.
[ ] I am bisexual or homosexual.
[x] I’ve kissed a member of the same sex.
[x] I’ve kissed a member of the same sex on the lips.
[x] I’ve made out with a member of the same sex.
[ ] I’ve had sex/fooled around with a member of the same sex.
[x] I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with.
[x] I’ve slept with a co-worker.
[x] I’ve made out in an elevator.
[x] I’ve had sex in a car.
[x] I’ve had sex in public.
[x]I’ve had sex in the shower.
[ ] I’ve had sex in a sibling’s bed.
[x] I’ve had sex in a parent’s bed.

Honesty/Crime
[ ] I am a terrible liar.
[x]I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t
[x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out of my house.
[x]I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I’ve cheated on a test.
[x] I’ve ran a red light.
[x] I’ve been suspended from school.
[x] I’ve witnessed a crime.
[x] I’ve been in a fist fight.
[x] I’ve been arrested.
[ ] I’ve shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[x] I regularly drink.
[x] I’ve passed out from drinking.
[x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I smoke
[ ] I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.
[ ] I’m a stoner.
[ ] I’ve snorted cocaine.
[ ] I’ve eaten shrooms.
[x] I’ve popped E.
[ ] I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
[x] I’ve done hard drugs. (define "hard?")
[ ] I have cough drops when I’m not sick.
[ ] I can’t swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] AND WITHOUT WATER!

Depression and Self-harm

[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I’m depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic.(I have been)
[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I’m addicted to self harm.
[x] I’ve woken up crying.
[x] I’ve cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I see a therapist.
[x] I’ve seen a therapist.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I’ve seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I’ve planned my own suicide.
[x] I’ve attempted suicide.
[ ] I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Political/Social Attitudes

[x] In general, I don’t like people.
[ ] I’m a feminist.
[x] I’m very outgoing.
[x] I listen to political music.
[x] I’m Democratic.
[ ] I’m Republican.
[ ] I’m liberal.
[x] I don’t like Bush because he is dumb.
[x] I don’t like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[ ] I’m religious.
[ ] I’m against homosexual marriage.
[ ] I dress fairly modestly.
[x] My attitude is, "If you’ve got it, flaunt it."
[x] I’m pro-choice.

Random
[x] I can sing well. (well, used to...)
[ ] I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don’t kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I’m a snob about grammar.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I like being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I’ve not turned anything in and still gotten an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
[x] I’m good at remembering names
[x] I’m good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest

Yea!!! Finally saw "Rent", and it was awesome....went out with Eric, one of my co-workers @ Showcase Cinemas, down the street....I'm like officially in love with Jesse L. Martin (okay, not really), but damn it was awesome, there was a few things that were switched around. I looked around the theater, I was sooo glad I was not the only one singing along....it's scary when just about the entire place knew "La Vie Boheme"......It was all fun and giggles....I really need to stop quoting songs lol.....If there is a song that describes what I'm feeling, I would either have the song stuck in my head all day or two vocalize it in the comforts of my own space or quote it like now lol....I'm so feeling that SheDaisy song, though.....It just reminds me, that things work out in the end :), I'm loving how things are going right now for me....makes me think that the stress I was going through was just a test....It's sad that I'm saying psychobabble or have the sayings of a shrink, but I guess I'm feeling this incredible high :)Talked to Lily just this afternoon, it's a few lol We're talking about spending a binge weekend New Year's Weekend....I suggested we should go to the HWA show out near her in Dayton, she was all for it....Since, we've been watching it at her house for a few months, just could never make the trek down to see an actual show, but she's going to the one of Dec 30th (yip yip).....lol it's going to be weird since I'm no longer the intern there lol It will take a little getting used to.....Someone must shoot me now....I will no longer, splurge on a sibling.....my younger brother has been doing great since he's been in the Big Brother/Big Sister program, and his big brother is a darling lol.....I got him a XBox 360 for Christmas....It's scary I know lol But he's doing so well compared to a year ago....I had to show him that I cared. hehe....but yea, that's the start of my Christmas shopping....Meg, Taylor, and Kate are coming with me to Cincinnati Mills this weekend, to do some more shopping....I'm sad I know lol So things have been nicely balanced as of late, hope it stays that way.....Got a job offer, promotions @ a radio station in Colorado Springs...Thinking about it, just don't have the funds to pack up and leave, ya know?? lol Tashi got promoted again....Sergeant Major lol (that's my lil sis), it's messed up what's going on with the program though over there....one of the girls filed a complaint against one of the Marine Instructors....it's a bunch of bs, because she got passed up for a promotion.....He's more of a father figure than anything else....but anything dealing with this girl, is drama...It will work out, as much as tell Tasha this, she's still wanting to beat the girl's ass, can't blame her...but it's not the best way to go....Well not much else to say....so be kind one and all.....Lats :)


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